Bitter, Battered, Bitty me
Hey peops
So long since i decided to write something here.
I shall not deign to write a long post for fear of heavenly punishment for slacking off with a take home midterm tomorrow. (So what?! it's a take home exam! okay..it's a take home exam about a topic i know nuts about..)
Well, the title says it all. I'm bitter, I'm battered, and I feel like i'm a lil bitty part of the world that could fade in the background.
I feel bitter because certain efforts aren't paying off. so much so that i start to doubt what kind of effort i'm putting in
I feel battered cos i'm trying to lose weight, and in the process am feeling sore and tired and strangely tired though i'm unable to fall asleep (except in class)
And i feel small cos i doubt anyone would know that i posted something. And i left out the chat box just so that no one could leave comments. And that means i don't want people to reply to whatever i wrote here.
Top that off with the feeling that i think i can go for days without speaking without anyone noticing. Oh well..maybe my aero colleagues will notice..
Oh wells. waiting for an email that doesn't seem to come.
~today is a gloomy day
the lonelyTREE
7:31 PM
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