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Name: Brian Wang Chongyu
School: School of Engineering(aerospace), University of Michigan, USA.
Age: 22
Little more: A man with great inertia to emotions and work, someone who tries his best according to his perspective, but realise that it is impossible to live up to people's standards. I want to love and be loved, want to be sensitive and have people care about my feelings, want to care for and be cared for.
Welcome again, to my world where i can let loose all i want to say without being corrected. Hah..or so i think. Anyway, here is where i will try to relate stuff i learn and experience, so if you feel like you're a better person for reading my mistakes and my lamentations, good for you. Or else just enjoy the ride.
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Sunday, March 4, 2007
A Kiss
Hi guys,Well, i DID say that this blog i'm gonna tell you peaps out there what my crazy mind goes through sometimes. To set the background, i have been inundated with loads of sappy love story movies and films and books and dramas, plus the fact that i have lead a blissful bachelor's life for quite a while now, there are yearnings within that i guess i can safely address now without sounding desperate. I AM NOT DESPERATE. Just a normal hot-blooded male of the human species who might know just what is good interpersonal interactions.KissingDuring my trip, i slept on the floor of the condominium in my newly bought sleeping bag. And it is not exactly the lap of luxury, so i had several dreams a night. One of which stuck in my mind very much, because of how real it felt and how amazing the sensation was.A kiss.Not that i might know what i'm talking about. In my life i prolly only kissed a handful of women, and one of them being my grandma, so you can guess that i might know nuts about it. But this dream was fantastic. And it was a girl that i know now too. Which makes it all the more strange, cos i definitely did not imagine that she would be in this circumstance [in my dream i mean. I can name a few other girls whom i might have in my dream, but she's just not in the list]"We drew near each other, without knowing why exactly it happened, as it always is in dreams. We had no intention of what was about to happen, but the moment we were caught together in close proximity, the moment i picked up a slight trace of her sweet scent, it was inevitable. Shyly, we drew closer, avoiding eye contact until our sight was filled with the other. We held hands, and for a moment i felt a light weight pushing on my palms, as though she was leaning her weight in, wanting me to take her weight and her burdens unto myself, wanting me to take care of her. We stared into each other's eyes, and took quickened breathes in anticipation of what is to happen. I could feel the softness of her hands, the lightness of her weight, and her scent, light as it was, overwhelmed my senses. The moment was beautiful.When our lips met, it was soft. There was no hurry, no rush. Yet the passion was undeniably strong. It was as though we wanted to pace it so we would never stop. All the while her hands rested on my palm, leaning in more and more. It was a simple kiss, yet unbelievably complex in the way two person could connect so deeply through it. It was the most wonderful feeling i've had for a very long while. And then i woke up. It only lasted 10 seconds of dream time. Bummer.
the lonelyTREE
5:08 PM
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