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Name: Brian Wang Chongyu

School: School of Engineering(aerospace), University of Michigan, USA.

Age: 22

Little more: A man with great inertia to emotions and work, someone who tries his best according to his perspective, but realise that it is impossible to live up to people's standards. I want to love and be loved, want to be sensitive and have people care about my feelings, want to care for and be cared for.

Welcome again, to my world where i can let loose all i want to say without being corrected. Hah..or so i think. Anyway, here is where i will try to relate stuff i learn and experience, so if you feel like you're a better person for reading my mistakes and my lamentations, good for you. Or else just enjoy the ride.

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Bitter, Battered, Bitty me
Hey peops

So long since i decided to write something here.

I shall not deign to write a long post for fear of heavenly punishment for slacking off with a take home midterm tomorrow. (So what?! it's a take home exam! okay..it's a take home exam about a topic i know nuts about..)

Well, the title says it all. I'm bitter, I'm battered, and I feel like i'm a lil bitty part of the world that could fade in the background.

I feel bitter because certain efforts aren't paying off. so much so that i start to doubt what kind of effort i'm putting in

I feel battered cos i'm trying to lose weight, and in the process am feeling sore and tired and strangely tired though i'm unable to fall asleep (except in class)

And i feel small cos i doubt anyone would know that i posted something. And i left out the chat box just so that no one could leave comments. And that means i don't want people to reply to whatever i wrote here.

Top that off with the feeling that i think i can go for days without speaking without anyone noticing. Oh well..maybe my aero colleagues will notice..

Oh wells. waiting for an email that doesn't seem to come.

~today is a gloomy day

the lonelyTREE
7:31 PM
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Sunday, November 4, 2007

Coming out into the internet sunlight
Hey guys,

have nothing much to update, except probably the blog is gonna be as boring as before since i still have not gotten a camera since my last one, so you'd pretty much have to bear with my writings instead.

Anyway, just a short note to anyone who is interested to know; i seem to have lost touch of courting anyone, and currently i have no idea how to, and how it works, and how couplehood makes sense, except one in which 2 people who mutually likes each other takes the first few steps together. And it's pretty much screwed if either party doesn't like the other to start with.

And why am i saying this? i seriously have no idea..but since my title is pretty much non-generic, i can say pretty much anything i like. ha..yeaps..

What else is new? i've got my driving license finally, and i still can't understand how people can not like driving; each drive is still an adventure for myself. And i seriously wanna be a chauffeur to everyone who doesn't mind one. ha..BUT not everyone wants to trouble other people to drive them. Which is normal, except i'm not normal.

School is a bummer. School is always a bummer. Don't wanna talk about how school is a bummer. you should already know it's a real bummer.

So that's pretty much my life since. I'll do a write-up about my house and housemates once i decide i have the time and effort to borrow my housemate's camera and take all their photos.

Cheers!

the lonelyTREE
3:25 PM
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Thursday, June 28, 2007

No Longer Freshmen
Such a funny feeling..kinda like you're supposed to have grown up, become wiser, more knowledgable, but actually you're not, and you feel dumber, suaku-er than your peers.

And yet now i'm a 'mentor' to the freshmens, being able to tell them about the life they are going to lead in Ann Arbor, what they'll be studying, what they'll need to do..

And it's fun. God knows how much i like to have a finger in everyone's life, guiding them, warning them of the pitfalls, enabling them to live the life that i dare not try. Supporting them in the decisions they wish to make. Such is the life of a mentor.

And hopefully i am able to do so. Haha..God knows too that i'm such a soft spoken person. Ha..But it's so exciting to be in touch with freshmens, cos they're so lively, and untested. Anyone of them could be a good friend in the making, even though you know that they will likely be closer to their own.

Man, i was once like them, lively, excited, and enthusiastic. Ha..Hope i don't drown their enthusiasm.

Think i'm just feeling slightly under the weather tonight. Tomorrow will be a better day.

Hopefully

the lonelyTREE
9:06 AM
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Monday, June 25, 2007

Life..or rather..No life
Haha..finally i start talking about myself instead of another song

Reason being there's no new song..

And there's no new comments on my tag board either..so either it's terribly boring to just blog my songs, or it's terribly boring

Okay..i get the hint..

anyway, life since coming back has been great..been doing really what i like to do, hang out with good friends, caught up with close friends too..i tink this 4 months is really well spent, considering that i was such a recluse hermit for the previous 8 months

I've been exercising, swimming, badminton, dumbells, not jogging surprisingly.

Writing songs as you guys know..trying to find new tunes and combination of chords..hopefuly one day i can compose a plucking song instead of a struming one..haha..and hopefully one day i will get the amatuer recording equipment for my pleasure..hha..

not much going on at all

the lonelyTREE
8:41 AM
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Monday, June 18, 2007

Cold Summer's Day
Wow..ha..seems like everytime i have a new song i'm so so so so proud of it..haha..so this is one of them winners..haha..yepps. hope you guys like this song, and hope that you never have to experience this one..

Cold Summers Day
music and lyrics by Bwee

It was a warm day in July when i was told
When i heard the news you're leaving it was cold
There was a chill inside my soul

When i drove down to the airport i was late
I can't believe my luck, my friends said it was fate
Took you away without a word

Pre-chorus
And just like that you went away
and left me alone on this cold summer's day

Chorus
On that cold summer's day, you went away
and left me all alone in the cold
On that cold summer's day, my world frosted over
As i counted each slow day that passed by while you're gone
On that cold summer's day

Extended Chorus
On that cold summer's day, everyone was feeling warm
but i was not. It was cold
On that cold summer's day, everyone was sweating
but i couldn't see the sun, and it rained on me
alone

and i was all alone...on that cold summer's day

the lonelyTREE
8:53 PM
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Friday, June 15, 2007

Hear Me Out
Haha..This is my newest song..just out of my little room where i make loud noises and my mom wonders why i'm singing the same song so many times..i'm really proud of this song, even though the pick-up still spoils the song..haha..but please do try to enjoy this song..haha..~bleh

Hear Me Out
Music and lyrics by Bwee

Walking alone in this dark room ain't easy but i do
i do it everyday
Going round in this place is so painful but i do
I do it everyday

Bridge
What i need is not a blank stare i can get from everyone else
I need somebody i can be weak to

Chorus
Oh..i can be strong and face everyone else in this world
but i need someplace safe where i can hideaway, hideaway and be myself today
Oh.. i wish i could just pick my feet and runaway, runaway tonight
And i wished there's somebody who cared enough
to sit me down and hear my song today
Hear my story out

Searching for light in this darkness is crazy but i do
i do it everyday
finding reason in this madness is desperate but i do
i do it everyday

Bridge
What i need is not some empty greeting "how do you do"
I need somebody to hear me out

Chorus

2nd bridge

ending
Oh i can be strong like an island and shut the world out
but i need somebody, that somebody
who would come in and hear my story out..

the lonelyTREE
2:48 AM
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Ulpz
I got caught looking at a pretty lady today. Haha..felt qt stupid actually..cos i tot she would be so engrossed looking at her phone that she wouldn't notice me as i prepared to de-bus, but she looked up at me.

Gulpz..

She was smiling before..but now her eye was slightly larger, as though she realised that she was being looked at. And she stopped smiling..slight frown perhaps, if i did not imagine that myself.

But hey, it's a compliment right? haha..

Wonder how girls feel when they realise that they turned people's heads when they walked by. Flattered? Freaked out? Indifferent? Of just fluttery hearted?

Well, i always go by the saying "if it's out there, it's meant to be looked upon." If a girl wears short skirts, expect guys to be looking. If a girl wears a low cut blouse or spaghetti strap, expect guys' eyes to be roving around. If a girl wears a nice lavender perfume, expect me to be sniffing extra hard..haha..

If someone stared at me, i'd expect that very much..cos i DO dress rather badly..haha..expect disapproving eyes and shock at my lousy dress sense. haha.. ~bleh

Cheers

the lonelyTREE
4:23 AM
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